I have quit smoking AGAIN!!! This is day 2!!
For those who don’t know me well. I was quit 7 years and started again on a construction job in Albuquerque in 2001 Then I was quit for a year after I got home from Iraq in 2006 and started smoking again on a construction job in China in 2007. On both occasions there were electricians and alcohol involved. So I can only surmise it is the fault of the electricians….electricians make you smoke!!!! I have been told, there is nothing that impairs your judgment more than an electrician!
I know I can do this and I really hate smoking. I don’t smoke in the house and I don’t smoke around Keelen. I am totally embarrassed that I smoke and I hide in my own damn yard.
I have been waiting for some peaceful zen-like perfect moment in my life that might make it easier. ha ha ha ha That’s too damn funny. I have so much stuff going on….all good! Some I will even be able to blog about SOON SOON SOON!
My husband is home this week and I thought…”What a great time to quit! He can help keep me honest.” And he’s thinking…”Shit….can someone take me to the freakin’ airport!”
I feel this amazing anxiety. I have been here before and I know it will pass. I am on the patch and my family says I am bit testy and I am trying VERY hard not to be!!! But I know at this very moment…..I could easily kill someone!! My husband has told me that our family is out of season and off limits. But just to be on the safe side….they went to town. Sooo…..if you need to have someone injured or killed ,,,…right this very moment is good for me. (just kidding please don’t ask me to kill your asshole spouse)
I will keep you posted!
Ms Sparky
Yay congratulations for trying again to quit. I have to deal with the smoking thing, but many people close to me have and it is HARD! Stay away from those damn electricians…you can do this!
Hey Deb we are all pulling for you, YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!
congrats!! I’m proud of you Aunt Deb!!! You can do it! Just like i can get my diploma!
btw… I love this comment…..
“Sooo…..if you need to have someone injured or killed …right this very moment is good for me. (just kidding please don’t ask me to kill your asshole spouse)”
Love ya aunt Deb!!! YOU CAN DO IT!
As a wise woman once told me:
YOU GO GIRL!!!!